How many is too many

And when do you start to worry about the number because I truly can't remember how many of these I have started over the years.

I sometimes feel like I am too old for this. Then I figure I need an outlet and look how many people do it and love it! So here I go!

I will try and come here at least once a day and try to be as honest with myself as I possibly can. I will try to keep the bs to a minimum. I will try.

At this moment while talking to myself in this quiet space it makes me smile that I can do this and not erase everything I just put down because it's not perfect or because no one will read it or the thought that I shouldn't do it.

I will leave this right here. I will be okay with it right here.